i was born into a Human Bee Hive. Just as bees are struggling to survive in our toxic environments; i have had battles with the pollutions & Chemicals so prevalent in every aspect of daily life.
Join me as i emerge from the "fog" of a bug bombed life, on this "flight of the Bumble Bee".
Monday, September 20, 2010
So ..... What Givez anyway?? Since starting this BLOG thing several peoples i told about it.............. Snickered :<....
What'z thatall about???
Oh Bother.... for some stupid reason i can Not get This post to cooperate with me either!!!
Ever have one of These Days??
One of my favorite songs is by Barlow Girl.... "Never alone"... it speaks volumes of this thing Christians call "The walk"... and sometimes how it feels like we're not fully aware of the presence of Our Creator. We think our lack of feeling, seeing, being in sync. means separation in some way. Separation is a tough bugger to cope with sometimes. i know....my life started at the beginning of a Big-huge separation... and has been a witness to many more such severances of relationship. Permanence is something of little strength within the fabric of human experience.
Not so with "The Word"...John 1:1
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Trying to engage my family's interest in this 'Blogosphere' has been like trying to get a child to try a new food ... you know they'll love it once they sneak one more bite ... but getting them to the table is a big honking deal!
Today i tried to comment on another Bloggers site but could not get the code word or my password to work So my "special insight" never made it to them... so ... i guess i'm having a time of it anyway.
Since getting back to our dry and weary land .... this lovely desert... i have had a horrid infection raging through my body... brought on by exposures to so many things... there was just no avoiding them without bundling up in a Space suit.... this old "Earthsuit" is just so threadbare.
i have these days, weeks, months, etc.... where my mortality is in question.... as these health things take forever sometimes to resolve, my mind can't help but think how short and fragile life really is. i want to reach out to everybody and no one at the same time. i have so much to say, but nothing makes it out... of my mind or heart.
sometimes it's best that way.
i know i am not alone...
i don't really mind being alone.
sometimes it's best that way.
My husband comes home from work or church, being around peoples... and though he makes minimal physical contact with them in consideration of my sensitivities to all the lovely scents that stick like wet glue; he ends up smelling like whatever it is that was floating around the room... the little 'pig-pen' clouds of fumessence the human bee-hive lives within... All those magnificent perfumes & essential oils i once loved as a Bee loves spring blossoms.
So... in a round about way... since people literally make me sick.... and really aren't able to do much about all the modern conveniences they take for granted everyday....
i've migrated here.... to this Blogos-hive...
i hope you feel free to comment here... just say hello... i'll try to bee-have, i haven't stung anyone recently...that i know of.
& Grace....i know i owe you a letter.... it's still buzzing around in my heart & mind.
Do people giggle at YOU when you tell them you Blog?